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My ex-boyfriend added request me on the Facebook last night.

I havent seen him for ages.
i know he works on a cruise ship and he is not in Bali.
I kept stop emailing, calling and chatting with him.

He is Balinese.
he worked at Starbucks before.
we met there-Starbucks.

almost everynight i went there and had rest with my mom.
"Starbucks 7 days in low"!!!
so almost all members know each other.
they were nice. especially my ex.
when i orderd some frappecino he gave me a cream bottle!
and i put it on my frappecino by myself!
i could cordinate the cream as much as I want!he3
also when i finished eat cream, i could add.
WAO! i was so happy. he3
oh yes! there was one more special episode!
the time was in christmas. i had a stamp card from them.
if i correct all 20 stamps, i could get a schedule book for 2009.
but i had to correct some drinks which i dont like the taste too.
but i was really want to get that schedule so i tried to ask him.
he tried to ask his boss.
TA-DA!! i got 20 stamps for 1 frapecino!!!!!!!he3

He was nice. He just too nice.
He loved me a lot. and so was I.
when i left Bali he kept calling me everymorning and everynight.

But Im so sorry.
I coudnt catch up with love distance between Bali and Japan.
it takes 7 hours by air plane.
how far is that?
I loved him too much. but its complicated.

when i called him and told about break up.
he just asked me "Why?"
he kept saying "Why?"
i could just say "Im sorry"

in fact he didnt satisfying. of course. it was really sudden.

a month passed he called me suddenly.
"how are you?"
He asked.
"Im busy now"
I answered and cut off the call.

I was so DAMN! I was stupid! I didnt know why, why i was say like that.

from that happen he stopped to call me.
i could go for it and didnt look back.

and yesterday.
He appeared front of me again.
I dropped my mouth.
he became sooooooooooooo HOT!!!!
from yesterday we started to keep in touch again as a "friend".

If possible i wanna be with him again.
he just too nice.

if i hadnt met him i might felt like this.